Love: A Gift, & A Curse

2009-04-13T21:06:00.003+08:00

Detroit Metal City, it's quite a good movie with a fun plot, watched it today and the best part i didn't have to pay a single cent, well being me i downloaded the damn movie..good movie for anime fanatics or just chill out type of viewers...Fiz, i hope u watch the movie oredi..coz its that damn good..haha 8/10..Go To DMC..
-aizat

2009-04-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

okay..i'm back, after 4 days overseas, i'm finally home..
and on top of it all, i would like to apologize to anyone who tried to contact me..

being 19 +, i didn't have the privilege of auto roaming..

so again i am sorry,..
pics?..i'm too tired to post it..maybe some other time..
where i went this time? : i'm too tired to remember..hehe
-aizat

2009-04-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

i'll be overseas frm thursday till sunday..
will be back with pics.. : )
-aizat

2009-04-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

okay forget about the post below..that was me being emo about not being able to happy..
today i finally got my hands on my protein supplement..happy alam coz it's cheap :value=price..yes i drink protein..and yes i'm building up my body,but not like Arnold Schwarzenegger when he was young, a nice tone body would be fine with me..so tomorrow's workout with my bro, Razaly, he will try his best to push me to my limits, meaning i'll have to do more reps and heavier load than of which i did during my previous past workouts...

so tmr i'll be totally out coz after tmr's workout, i am going to be flat dead..so anyone interested in going to gym for any other reasons other than just to see what it's like in a gym?if so do tag along,it's a eye opener, trust me : )

here's a little something..the young Californian Governor himself

2009-04-02T20:34:00.003+08:00

no!!! enough of these thoughts...
thoughts that are out to destroy me..love, hate, anger, sadness..
i cannot let these things come into contact with me again...
not when i'm at trying my best at something i really love to do...
distractions, out to lead me to a path other than my goal..

NO!!U can't have her!!!!
NO!!U can't have her!!!!
NO!!U will never have her!!!
Forget It!!!Forget Her,
Your sympathy and softness for girls must be annihilated..
No smiles, No gifts, Nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be that Aizat 4 years ago, coz that Aizat was a happier person in his lovelife..
coz now, u might end up crying..not the girl..

as i type this down, a lady just turned 20 three days back..Happie Birthday Diyana..best wishes for the future, hope u find that lucky person soon..

-aizat

2009-03-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

The World Is Going Dangerously NUTS!!

just received an e-mail frm a fren, and guess the title: Gay Dudes Having Fun In The Lift, the worst part is the dudes are Singaporeans and they are doing 'it' in a HDB flat lift..i was really in shock for arnd 30mins after reading the e-mail and it comes along with pics..yes pictures;two grown men having 'it'.. imagine that..lucky it was censored, or not i think i would have gone into coma..lol

i'm aware that the world has changed and that everyone is like very open minded and there people in sub-cultures arnd us, one of which would be the homosexual community, there are a many others ways u guys can show ur affection for each other or better still, keep it a secret since it's personal thing..but having gay sex in the HDB lift, i'll be damned.

.it's not like i'm discriminating the gay society but not everyone has adpated to having gay people arnd, even i'm not adapting well but i've learn to respect people..imagine u coming home late at night and when u come out of the lift u see two guys having a sexual engagement at the corridor, if that person was me, i'll freak out and then try a way to get out of sight of those two..heeesh.or i'll try acting a ghost and see whether they get freaked out..hahaha..world is going crazy..

speaking about crazy,i've yet to complete my PP and school's opening in less than a month
i'll be damned...
-aizat

2009-03-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

note people: I Hate People Who Have Double Personalities!!!
i'm not a great fan of Harvey Two Face, so don't try to do double personalities..i've seen it through..ur a good person and i can vouch by that,but please be honest..
it's like example a friend tells u ur irrating when ur with him/her only and still tells the same thing infrnt of other people..that's being honest..huh..i feel like a used mannequin..coz i'm being honest here..

it's raining again.. and what's with the weather...hehe..LOL..
-mraizat

2009-03-25T17:23:00.001+08:00

it's raining again....

2009-03-24T19:41:00.007+08:00

KAME HAME HA!!

had a little movie date yesterday with Is, Fiz and Syak and bro, planned to watch DMC but ended up watching something else, well to be exact, we watch different movies together at the same cinema, bro tagged along, the other 3 wanted to watch Coming Soon, buy due to unforeseen circumstances,me and my bro decided to catch Dragonball Evolution...that was when i got hooked by the damn phrase that Goku would say before finishing off Lord Piccolo..the movie watching wasn't that great after all since we had to split up, but still ok uh..

but on the way to Vivocity, in the train, as the train passes by ITE Clementi en-route to Clementi station, the 4 of us(with my bro tucked in one corner of the cabin)started to like relive and talk about the past 2 years of our lives together in that very ITE campus...it felt like we were literally telling a story of the first day we met and got acquainted up till now,the present.. it seems that from that very day 1st day up till now, the 13 of us had some serious growing up and changes.. the NS dudes had to endure training and being hair-less,some had to step into the unpredicatble work force and some had to adapt to new school environment..

as for me growing up didn't feel so smooth at first but i'm coping, frm using abusive words to describe the slightest things to trying to control my mouth frm hurling vulgarities, frm a Mat to someone thats more refine today, frm perfect eyesight to having to wear specs for the rest of my life..ya,theres more to list down but it'll take a while for me to recount every single memory..if back in those days, one's feelings about what i say may not even mean anything to me, now i try my best to choose my words wisely, coz many of a time have words of mine cause discomfort..forgive me..

huh..everyone's grown up i guess, some are getting engaged, some found new visions in life..and some found new love..whatever or whoever u guys choose, please be happie..my blessings and best wishes will always be with u..

We have done a lot of growing up..
We were never meant to be together..
-Aizack

2009-03-21T23:25:00.005+08:00

i think today would have ended differently and differently in the sense that it would have a bad and ugly end..i thank the angels that i had the brains and heart and soul to still tolerate those harsh sentences..

fate is a game...and we are the player-controlled characters..

2009-03-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

I Was So Confused And Disappointed, But I Found You..

this is how i felt after yesterday's shopping fiasco with my brother and Aly...
i didn't anticipate that Orchard Road actually suck!!, i went to every place that sold men's clothing and still couldn't find something i liked, and when i fancy something, the size doesn't match me..huh..i thought after collecting my pay frm office, the plan of going to town for a mini shopping trip would gain me a few new stuff..but it was a disappointment..i nearly gave up but my bro told me that Jurong Point had this store selling men stuff..so guess what, i finally bought a shirt which i liked and it fits me..the best part ,out of my pay of 200+..i have only spent around 59 bucks as of now..i have to research more on men's clothing..research more on men's fashion retail stores..

i hope i don't waste my money on dumb stuff..coz i have a habit of doing so..like going to a 'place' just to dance, watch people get drunk and wasted and chicks in clothes that make u think u are in the red-light district..u know i know : P ..huh..now i have to revamp my shopping list now that the retail industry in declining..or i just hve to think of other things to spent on..i don't know!!!

2009-03-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

i know its been a week since i blogged..why?..coz the job was more than i had expected, I've been coming home tired everyday of last week..too tired to type and all the numbers and counting of quantities is to blame..haha..
thought that simple stock taking was just sit and just count..but i had to sweat it out as the stocks were bulky and big plus they were heavy..easy task for me as i have the physique, but for women and the weak, the heat may kill you faster than the load of work itself..
well on account of that, my stint with Hitachi has ended and here i am back to old self, relaxing and wasting my dad's money until it depletes..and more causes for joy is that this week is my pay week, only that i can't figure out when i am getting paid..

$225, thats what i calculated, worth of one weeks work.. haha.. so when i meet the POg this Sat, it will be dinner and a bit of mini shopping(or maybe i'll just do something else with the money??) for me as i had already draw up a couple of things i would like to buy with my hard earned money..that is if pay day falls on this week..i hope..
well i can't imagine me working again during this time period..so i'll be free..except for days that i have special arrangements to see to : ) or when i am practically lazy or when i manage to figure out on what to put in my PP(professional profiling?) report..haha

till then..
-la fin-

utterly going to be shaken..

2009-03-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
tmr's going to be the start of the new week..and tmr my friends is my first day at work..
i'm working at Hitachi as a stock taker together wif my lil bro and other bro, Aly...
and the best part..even before starting working, i've been thinking of what to do with my pay..
it's just one week's work and i get arnd $200+..what shall i do with all that money??..hem well guess i have to think harder..maybe i'll go shopping or clubbing(mcm paham) or just splurge on something or someone..hem...so for one week, i won't be free that much coz it's like 9am to 530pm, i'll be freaking tired by the time i end work..hem wonder wat i am to do with the money??^ ^..suggestions welcome..till then..

don't be afraid of the rain..
don't close your eyes when the lighting strikes..
don't close your ears when the thunder comes..
look out the window and pay attention to the drops of rain, the thunder and lighting..
because the rain is God's way of helping me tell you..
i miss you,
-la fin-

2009-02-26T19:15:00.001+08:00

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

-la fin-

2009-02-22T21:30:00.006+08:00

hello..my name is Aizack, the combine version of both Aizat and Issac..

and i am the owner of this simple but humble online space
and i would like to dedicate the song that is currently playing to my Jelita and all the other extra girls in my life,both real and unreal..
so if ur name is Diyana or Azimah or Asmirah or even Iffa or any nice sounding name..then u might just be intended Jelita i'm dedicating this song to..btw for the good of everyone..when someone calls u Jelita,it means ur utterly pretty and beautiful to that person..well enjoy the song..
-Aizack

2009-02-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

that pic up there my blog hoppers is what i am really hoping or rather what i'm searching for..
i really would love to be in band back..i mean a real band that is..
so i'm looking for people who really want to make music and just that..
passion and creativeness is what i am in search for..
my band,i have an idea that genre won't be metal..coz i think i'm not up to that level yet..
but the main genre would alternative and maybe a bit of post hardcore..
so interested individuals do tag my board..the rhythm guitar position is taken up by me..
so other than that,everything else is up for grabs..haha..
what a dream i have here..support is what i need..
well take care ppl..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-02-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

in this critical times..
words have failed me a dozen million times..

2009-02-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

D.I.S.C.O.V.E.R.I.E.S

all this while, i have been discovering stuff both at home and outside..
first i discovered that i was born one month early of my stipulated birth date..so technically i'm premature, hence if i calculate accurately with my inaccurate math, my birthrate should be by right, 14/10/1989..my mom tells me that i was born prematurely because she had a high fever fever while still having me in her womb one month before the stipulated delivery date..no wonder i have that October-ish feeling sometimes..haha

Underworld 3 is great, and it's even better when you get to watch it free, haha..jus kidding, the movie's great for vampire(not like those from Twilight,those are of a different breed)/werewolf lovers, those who follow up the Underworld series, this would be a great history lesson leading up to the events in Underword 1 and 2..overall plus the free screening, 4/5...

oh ya, i got a job or rather discover a job, but its a temporary 1 week job,just simple stock checking and i get paid 200+..
the best part, i start in March, meaning i have lots of time to kill and waste..haha..
life goes on..rite.
well that's it..for now that is..
-la fin-

2009-02-08T08:07:00.002+08:00

the weekends and it great, it has been like around 2 weeks into the hols..
and i'm still not bored...YET..its about time i think..
well other than going out and just sitting infrnt of my com and ps2..
i have lots to think bout about school..1st i think i will do my PP soon..since i have a sample copy with, courtesy of my dear classmates..for those who don't understand the initials PP,it mean professional profiling, which means i research on a company, find out everything and anything about it, come up with reports and stuff, then done, i have a head-start in GPA race...
speaking bout GPA, when will i get to see my results? ^^,and also i'll get to see new faces in my class list..hem..so thats it for now..thnks eh FIzzy.u owe me alot of stuff..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-02-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

please forget me, return back to him..
i am nobody to you..
i love you,but..
it doesn't mean that i can have you..

-la fin-

2009-02-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

COUSIN DAY OUT!!

well last sat was quite fun for me, soccer with the bros in the morning..
then off to Vivocity to meet my 3 cousins and lil bro...a little outing my bro planned out..
just to chill out together with my dear cousins..Me, Bro,Aisha,Kak Liyana n Rafi..
so i caught up with them at Vivo then we when off to Esplanade..
chill around and played bowling at the Marina Square, the rate was quite ridiculous,for a game but all for the fun of it, a few bucks gone is worth all the fun of laughing at each other each time the bowling ball hits the 'longkang'..haha

bought take-away's at LJS then off to the Esplanade back for a by-the-river dinner, all five of us..(and i thought i saw someone.. -_-..;cricket sounds;
since the Chingay parade was on,we decided to like take a peek of it..
that was when Rafi went berserk when he saw Dawn Yeo is the parade itself..
he became like a wacko-jacko fanatic.. then we headed to Clarke Quay to just waste the night away..yup the five of us just slack the night away..here some picks..these are the best,trust me..

Me at the score machine

waiting for out turns

Kak's turn

Aisha's bowl

Bro's Bowl

A bit of Chingay

Aisha,Fi,Me

lending a fat helping hand

aisha,me

Kak Liyana n Aisha

Me,Fi n Bro

so that sums it all..well cousins are fun and there should be more of these type of outing..
well people just a word of caution..next time when you see me, plz don't tell me i look different..
hush,its a secret..well so long..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-01-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

i guess the hols aren't that bad huh..
i have a temp job which pays me good(possible relief teaching!!)..
i get to eat well for free...
more time for PS2 and longer gym sessions..
which adds up to a much fitter and better body..

a random thing that happened:
it's funny huh..when someone wants to like ask you out..
u get all hyped up over the reason why they ask you out..
and the way that person actually ask the question..
well looking at the way i did it,i think i got a big F in questioning skills..
no one's to blame,just the same Aizat doing his worst at asking people stuff(even for a date!!)..
and in the end he gets sucker punched and the word L-A-M-E is mentally written on his face..

well i'm a different person now,i'm not Aizat the 'mat' who thinks of only minahs in the past..
people change,i'm more human now,at least to say both in mental and spirit...
also i try my best to control all the stuff that might make me look bad,like the words i use, the tone i talk in and many more stuff..
all for the good of that all so near yet far future...
but also i have change too in the emotional department..words killed me sometimes..
i get murdered each time some random awful things happen to me..
i'll get so emo that emo-shits think i'm trying to pose as them..

i've tried my best and i'll keep trying..coz a bro of mine reminded me to not give up..
but sometimes, i have doubts about why i kept waiting for the past 3 years..
for what i waited for and for whom did i wait for..
and lastly,was it worth it?..my sweat,my tears..gosh,i think thats all for now..

-never pretend,coz i've seen it through

2009-01-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

hey good ppl..im back after 4 days overseas..
went to Pahang for a kinda paternal family recreation..at a place called Janda Baik..weird name huh..dad drove up and i'm still mad not getting to eat at Carl's Jr and Fiha,u owe me one!
don't ask me why the damn name,i didn't name the damn place..
well..as you know i'm not much of a camwhore,but manage to snap a few shots..
this are the best,trust me on this..

the resort itself..it looks like a pic out of a movie.

Along's Car with Aunt, Amy and my dear little cousin tini

the old republic of the family

By the river

by the river,feat Tini,Sarah n Shasha

the room i reside in

bbq food

bbq food again

n a few or rather two shot of my two of my few cousins

Fiha's mcm paham shot

Hir n Her Sister,Fiha

well thats a few of the shots..
well hols are here..time to cool down and find a job..
till then dudes..

2009-01-23T15:54:00.005+08:00

my eyes really can't hold much of which i want to express..
my tears clogged up, while i try to type this down..
well,tonight i'm leaving for Pahang,
and i won't be back till Tuesday..
family chalet n bbq..
10 weeks holiday..i will miss you lots.

1 year seems to be so fast..now i'm waiting to enter my 2nd year..
new classmates again..
new environment..
well i'll just have to wait

thank u ppl..i will miss u
w35l

power rangers

lastly..POG....i surely miss you guyz greatly..

don't worry..i'll return
i love you..
i will miss you during this 10 weeks..
coz i already started missing u even before i typed this down
-Mr.Aizack

2009-01-19T14:42:00.003+08:00

caboting seems to be the 'in' thing for now in my life..

well science was kinda of bored so my group decided to just leave and hang out at Malik's crib..

well my group, the whole group (me,malik,yong,hafiz n darren)..ya the whole group..

we just decided to leave class and chill at Malik's since he lives within the campus..

foreign student mah..so bought a packet of ciggs n left our brains in the class..

so technically we wasted life to the maximum..until hafiz n yong decided to take this pic with malik's cricket gear..WTH

happie living dudes..till then..

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-01-08T15:44:00.004+08:00

this movie my friends has caused some major worldwide impacts, ever since the movie opened, now everyone is going into the vampire craze and the twilight book series. It seems that Mr Vampire in the movie has made girls go gaga over his looks, and i admit he does look good as a normal human being, not a vampire. Edward this, Edward that, almost everyone is crazy about this son-of-a-vampire. Although i haven't really experience the movie 1st hand, i can tell that it totally differs from your normal vampire movie. Like in Underworld, Blade, 30 Days Of Night and much more, the vampires have that very 'garang' and dark look. Whereas in this movie,the vampire has that romantic approach to life rather than going around sucking out the life out of people.

But seriously i think that this movie will change people's perception of vampires and the novel industry. Now people are like trying to do what they did when Harry Potter 1st raged out, READ,READ AND READ!! well i think i'll stick to my type of vampire like this one,Lord Victor:

look out for it..this is the real vampire deal.
till then
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-01-05T15:02:00.005+08:00

THE ART OF CABOT-TING

here i am blogging instead of staying in class,decided to practice the art of caboting..
science today was f***-up so i decided that should just save myself from all that questioning at the end of my presentation. So i am at TRCC chilling with my two cabot buddies, Yong and Hafiz, relaxing and thinking and insulting people behind their back.

well with this i would like to wish my three POG brothers, Yazid, Ameer Hassaan and Effy,
good luck Zid and Effy in SCDF,make us proud to be part of a life saving force, my bro Hassaan, good luck and take care of your self. keep the streets of Singapore save dude...bottom line just take care of yourselves you three... Haha, looks like my bros are like going NS and it's left with me and Is as the remaining members of the Brotherhood who are not yet NS ready. haha..
well time to relax..chillax people and c ya all then..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2009-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

as the clock strikes 12 midnight as of now, 2008 has just past us, time flies damn fast huh..i was an ITE dude then suddenly i end up doing presentations in RP..
HELLO 2009!!!!
i didn't even get to squeeze all the goodies out of 2008,but 08 for me was a very good year for me..
life has been smooth sailing for me this past 2008, i got into poly and i truly enjoy the company there, my social life has improve and i'm getting to know people faster than you can read this sentence,haha, love life?,just say i'm getting on with it..insyallah.. : ) well on top of that i just have a funny feeling that the things that happened in 08 are the build up to what's installed for me in 2009..

2008 holds a hell alot of memories for me
-i officially graduated from ITE together with my dearest POG.. :)
-the POG bbq,best thing i ever had in 08
-i made it to Republic Poly and it happens that a POG mate made it to the same poly as me.. :P
-scored well enough for my first term poly GPA
-dad bought a new car (gd!..so i can be more lazier in terms of travelling,haha)

lots more but hey lets not forget the stuff that made me stronger..
-the passing of a freind due to a traffic accident,the late Adam R.I.P
-my uncle and cousin who passed away a few months back
-my ailing granduncle, hope you recover soon
-aunt's near death ordeal at the hospital
-stress for all that presenting and tests in school

lets not cry on New Years day aite?, for me i have a hunch that 2009 is going to be great year for me, in every aspect of life..coz looking back at what has past, it totally may build up to a great outcome in 2009..what i hope for 2009
-becoming much better person in life and religion
-long lasting happiness/prosperity for me and everyone that i know and care about
-a girlfriend,someone i can hug and tell about my wildest dreams in life : )
-a car driving licence coz my dad's car may have use for a new driver
-a better GPA and a good PP project
-long hair!!!yes i want long hair
i have lots to state but maybe some other time i'll tell you guys bout the other things i hope for 2009...

so.. I Would Like to Wish Everyone A Happy New Year, A Good And Prosperous Year Ahead..Forgive Me Of My Wrongdoings In 2008,
Happie 2009 My Dear POG!!..it'll be like 3 years..3 years!!!! hope we don't lose contact altough alot of the boys are heading for a 'transformation' from being boys to men...with that i'm off to get myself drunk by screaming and partying while watching the fireworks display at the Waterfront..

it's been 2 years, i will tell it to you personally,imy
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-29T19:58:00.003+08:00

...no one plans to fall in love right?
...all is just unintended
...like the fact that fate played a part in it
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

welcome to sincere-n-always people..okay i decided to change the layout and url because the previous one had too much past in it, so changed the url and skin so that it'll count as a new blog of the same blogger:ME..haha..so like i changed the url,for people who know me best, i live by the motto,Sincere and always. So i have decided to make it my url to give a description of who i am inside under that metalhead face and mat-tish appearance,i am sincere in what i do and always at the beck of who that might need me..NEED! not those who want me..

so from now on..the posts on this blog will and are my sincere views on things and sincere feeling about stuff i go through everyday..like waiting for 2+ years..hemm..okay lets not talk bout that..so like how i live everyday..everything i do,i try to put priority in it. Like making sure you're the happiest person alive when you are with me and not a sour face girl that u tend to be..

always, i will always be at sincere and try my best to be one and only mr aizat, meaning try to be myself and not another dude who wants to be emo all because girls like emo guys..try to always be there for everyone and for you should shit happen..
always,its like a prayer for forever, its like 'i'll always love you'..see the word always pops out..its like praying for forever-ness

and there u go..the meaning of my new url sincere-n-always and what u can expect of this revamped blog..till then..i'll be texting you soon,just don't get shocked!..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

..disappointed
..utterly disgusted

..i'm never the less, left speechless...

2008-12-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

Yuppi Doo, my holidays are here(..at last ^^)a well deserve break for RP's most hardworking guy..
hehe..actually is the most least working guy..but hey,a break is a break..
time to break away from daily norms like the 3 meetings..going to school at 9am...
now it's no rules and i can do what ever i wished to..maybe playing Russian Roulette with Juliet.haha..but i did come up with some must-do stuff during this hols..
- gyming,get myself in shape so that i won't resemble a pole..
-jogging so that i can train up my ever changing stamina..
-brush up my guitar skills
-and lastly,enjoy every minute of it...

well on top of all this..i do want to spent more time relaxing with friends and family..
i miss the POG very much,by the time u guys read this..u would have read my message..
SO REPLY!!!!!!!
oh yes..i miss every single one of you guys..just hope we could like hang out and catch up..

year's coming to an end..scary though,at one second i'm a ite dude and then at another i'm a RP student paying ADULT TRANSPORTATION FARES!!.not fair!!..but hey what to do..
need to think of a list of new year's resolutions,i think getting myself a girlfreind could possibly be one..
till then..countdown to 2009!!
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-12T20:58:00.003+08:00

weehoo..i think i have to tell the world 1 day too..
but hey i'm in compeition and it's all about talent..music and stuff..
so me and bro,Izzul decided to get together and form our own 2 man band..
it's call Dynamic Duo..okie..ya it's been a while since i have been in a band...
apart from this, Ajit's offer on joining his upcoming band as the 2nd guitarist.,
has really made me busy praticing on my dear guitar...
so once again,vote for Dynamic Duo..vote for our talent..and not for the sake on the you-know-me basis aite..here's the video..
Dynamic Duo:Creep

2008-12-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

is being happy a destination?if it were, then i guess people will start packing their bags off to a one way holiday trip to Happy..well there are alot of reason to be happie..
for me..Singapore won 2 : 0 over Indonesia, Hari Raya Haji just passed, it's my final week of school before 3 weeks worth of school break..woohoo..
and ya, my video at stomp is getting votes..plz vote :http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1..
just that for now..i'm a bit tired from watching all the soccer..till my next post..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-05T20:28:00.006+08:00

Plz Vote(Copy n paste the link..hahaha)>http://mmsing.stomp.com.sg/video.php?catid=1

okay..people i'm back from emo-ing..
plz,my readers..vote for me and my bro,Izzul..
were are running for the stomp:mmsing contest..
ur support is much needed..haha
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-12-01T20:03:00.003+08:00

i'll be back,but not now
i need time to figure who deserves my scarifices,my time,my sweat,my tears...
who i should wait for?...........
it won't be long but it will take time...

2008-11-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

skipped school today,wanted like rest and relax for just one day instead of like stressing out,
even tough i have like 3 x's by now,but who cares i need the time to relax,
fun tough chilling out at home,watched Punisher,played guitar and just lay back,sit tight..
and while youtube-ing,this video caught my attention,but foremost the singer caught my attention first: Kate Perry's "Hot N Cold",enjoy it..

okay,you people will like probably be thinking why the heck am i listening to this stuff,
i may be a metalhead by default but i still need other genres to build up my music knowledge..
get it?i still think u guys think i'm kinda weird or seriously drunk listening to pop instead of metal...
enough bout me!!,the video is uber cool,the song is catchy and it totally matches the elements in the video, and Kate Perry looks really pretty and cute in this video..she like totally blew me away when she did that cover-her-mouth gesture in video while in a wedding gown,her cute round eyes..GOD!she looked really cute and beau-tiful ,it really like made me go GAGA,some dudes may say she's hot and stuff..overall:She's Like In My Top 10 Women list,i would love to date her and make her blink her eyes for the whole time..!snapping back to reality! it's wishful thinking on my part, but hey,i wish all the girls that i know would have that same round eyes, good figure and bubbly plus sweet character..instead of the sarcastic but still sweet character,hopefully her fashion sense too,lol,haha(no offence girls!!)
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-24T13:24:00.002+08:00

See that baby above..that my fellow viewers is my birthday present..
waited for like a few months for this baby to come into my arms..
the SX SG design..$350 with some other free stuff..
at Davies,,now i feel like playing guitar..huh..but i'm in school..
can't wait to get home...hehe
okay,i'm gg to kill myself with computing codes...good day mates..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

hey..just came back from my normal workout at Jurong east gym,
tired but still i had time to think bout this stuff, i see that people around are most in love..
whether you're breaking up or still loving it's still bout one thing:LOVE..
woo,it's like fun huh?to fall in love and then get all those feelings that revolve around it..
some people may say love's a bitch,some say it's beautiful,
for me it's just something to accompany us through life..thru the flames and sweetness of it..
thats where the 'one' comes in,she will be there for you in life and death...

some people can't wait ot fall in love,others don't care: But bottom line: Just Wait,It'll Come...
but love really works magic, like poeple change for the good for the one they love..hehe..
also it comes with lessons in life that are hard to come by..like this example.
i have $60,i can buy a new pair of Topman jeans but for me, i rather treat a person who derserves it to food,because in that way;i make the day for another person other than myself. if i bought the pair of jeans it'll just make me happy,but by doing the opposite by treating her.you make her day too..which is a bonus point in your 'investment' in her..haha
i feel like treating someone,my pay has yet to decrease from my bank account,food anyone?haha
like what M.Shadows say in my current song: Its almost easy,so it like almost easy to start a relationship,but it's almost easy for it come to an end..so pick ur poison properly...
btw darling,you still want poison in your tea and if i confessed and said i love you,how would you react? : p...hahaha..
well tired..good nite people..POG misses big time..choa fcukers!!
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

hey hey, i'm back,sorry for really late update.
i've been really busy during these past days and weeks...been visiting the hospital regularly..
my granduncle has been hospitalise,for heart problems.
and the whole family has been visiting NUH..on the contrary,i just came from NUH too..
grands is going for an op tomorrow,op on his heart..well it saddens me as he has to suffer..
well im quite close to him,for a grandnephew.so seeing him get well is what i've been praying for..
my paternal side is slowly shrinking, the elders of this Malaccan side of my family are slowly..
let me say this properly: Dissapearing, 1st it was my grandma,now my granduncle's sick.
then maybe other's turn..

well my family has actually 5 generations..
1st generation-Moyang,my great-grandma-passed away when i was 3-4years old..
2nd generation-My grandparents,granduncles/grandaunts
3rd generation- My dad and my uncles and aunties.
4th generation-Me,my cousins..
5th generation-My nieces and nephews
see how big that is..thats only my paternal side,if maternal side,the Bugis side,Mersing side..
woo..how big can it be..

so im hoping for the best..tomorow should be granduncles/Tok Ngah's op,hope he recovers..
or not.i'll be missing my grandpa/Tok Ngah that likes to comment on my dyed hair..hehe
like he will say "Bang,rambot lawa?":he'll say it with a sarcastic tone:
well lets pray for his recovery..coz i can't afford to lose grandpa..coz i have already loss two..
hem..tmr got school..and i'm still bored..hem..
Someone Go Out With Me?I'll Pay For Everything,Just Bring Me Out?.huhuhu
this may sound dumb lah..But Mama I Fell In Love Again.How?
off to bed..till then u i.Zack-holics..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

T.I.R.E.D

school was fun and hard at the same time..
but we had fun rite guyz(my group i mean)..too bad Malik and Darren were absent..
haha...just finished restringing my acoustic guitar,here's a thing about acoustics..
when u bring it to a shop to restring,
people will give u that 'don't u know how to restring ur acoustic' look..so to avoid that i DIY it..
but it's damn tiring..twist there trim here..then nid to tune it up.but when u play..wooohooo
the feeling very shiok.coz like its been a while since i played my acoustic..
concerntrated more on my electric..tired..that's it..good nite dudes..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Yes.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- 1 or 2 years younger maybe, a yes.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- As long as it takes for her to accept me.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Build Myself a big house, build another big house for my parents, donate to charities

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Yes,i would.If is rezeki tuhan,

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Both! Double happiness is always best

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
- Character :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Wait,If she is really meant for me then why not wait for her.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
- get myself a car licence

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- Probe on why she did that and if there is no other way to settle, just break up

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- A career in the police force, husband to my beautiful wife, 2 kids, one girl and one boy, both will be as fit as me or my wife..boy will be future a muay thai champion.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- My family and Friends

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- Countless,Only God knows how much i've been through

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor. So that we as a couple can taste the bitterness and sweetness of life together.

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Black/Hot Pink

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- treat the other one as friend,because should one relationship be in chaos,u have someone turn to for advice

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Forgive is easy,forget takes a few good years

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- Just tell her i like her..duh

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- i choose both,coz they both make my life complete

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- Yes of course

5 people to do this survey:
- Darren, Hassaan, Is, Zid and Effy.

2008-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

Thats The POG Raya Pic 08..Onli Half Came..
But It Was More Than Fun We Had On That day : P..

Btw..tennis was great yesterday,met up with Fy,Is N Hassaan..
played till like about 2+ when it started to rain..
but then when over to Lot 1,shopped at Cotton On..
bought a new shoe,while Fy got some clothes from the store itself..
nxt we'll again aite? :D

Well,just came back from my routine workout..
clicked away some shots just to see my progress..
look below if you want to..btw Is,jangan jealous eh..LOL...

quite a good improvement on myself..

but i'm freaking tired...thats it..gd nite peepz..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-11-03T14:11:00.002+08:00

i'm am so freaking bored at this very moment of time,finished the damn ppt too soon..
thanks to Mr Yong Cai.haha..now here i am infront of my lappie,typing away..
i'm like super duper tired, feel like sleeping but need to read for the presentation..
and hey,i'm wearing my Topman polo, and when i wore it for the first time this morning,
it felt tight and when i look at myself in the mirror,damn, i looked mighty good..
the shirt which is XS in size,makes me look more 'toned' meaning my muscles are more defined..
woohoo..mission almost accomplished, the dream of a fitter body is coming to reality..
i wished it was still my holiday week,then i'll be at home playing/practicing on my wife,my guitar i mean..

haha..damn! this shirt's tight on me,must buy more of Topman stuff..wakaka..lol
btw, Hafiz said i looked bigger..woohoo another good sign of my fitness progress..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

P.R.O.T.E.I.N

2008-11-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

protein, i guess u have a slight description of it, or maybe another explanation..
whatever it is..for me protein has one definition/purpose: Aid Me In My Gym Workouts..
you know i bought this protein powder from the net, it's cheap,it's nice and at the highest quality.
paid less than 50 bucks for the Rich Chocolate Protein Powder 1.1kg
taste like choc ice cream..seriously.
here's the thing:Why Am I Drinking Protein?..to make my body for defined,just simple like that..
and also to gain some vital weight,so that my family and friends won't like scold me for being too slim..

like when i was at Sentosa with the POG the last time,they went like "Zat,asal kau kurus sangat?!"..
so,the next time we head to Sentosa's beaches..
i hope that won't be the question coming out of my dear PoG.it will be another question..
i hope it will sound like.."Zat, cemane kau train badan kau fit gitu seh?"..that will sound better..
btw,POG, i was like thinking of going to Sentosa like during end November-early December..on?
coz like by that time,i hope the chicks at Sentosa are ready for my new body..wakakakaka

okay back to protein, serious it helps alot..here's why:
1)Its give like kinda xtra energy to carry heavy weights and do more reps like wat creatine does
2)Repair your muscles and stuff,like what you learn in organic chemistry
3)Helps in your having a balanced diet..
but hell, since like the time i started drinking protein, my diet has to be constant,
i try to eat 3 full meals a day or 6 small meals a day and i have to workout twice a week..
just to be able to target individual muscles and maximising each of it's potential..
and working out needs lots of patience and endurance..it a 'force yourself' thing..
so if you can't endure: Simple, DON'T try working out,waste your time aje..

my body's aching now from all the intensive workout from yesterday..
my body looks different from the time during the end of the fasting month..
it looks BIGGER.woohoo..it looks DEFINED..woohoo..but i want more,for fitness sake that is..
i need to quit smoking seriously now,its taking a toll on me, its taking my stamina away..
and also,you will have deformed tadpoles for sperms..so guys out there: Quit Smoking!
coz i felt the crunch down there when i read it increases the rate of impotency...
meaning ur gun might fire blanks or don't fire at all..get it?..hahaha..okie dokie..
time to rest,working out takes alot from ur energy reserves..till then..Happie Flexing Em Muscles..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

here's a thing i discovered today...the events or rather 'event' that happened today..
made me realised one thing..i'm more luckier than i think i am...why?
because today i gain myself a new car..
yes the Hyundai car sitting in the carpark is my official family car...hence i know how lucky i am..
i have my family(Malaccan/Bugis Sides)..i have my friends(POG and others)..i have a home..
i almost have everything that a typical human being wants..
at least for me,i still have my brain..haha
but still what makes us complete?..a 'hard to answer' question..
it varies between person to person..
but for me..i think i need a few more stuff in order to classify myself as 'complete'..
you know when people the movies like to say 'You Make Me Complete/Whole'..
its totally true and romantic of course...and just say that line and people will go gaga over it..
start hallucinating about their love ones and stuff...
its amazing like how words can reshape our cognitive and emotions..
but back to the topic..whats makes us 'complete'?..give me ur views on this..just tag on the board..

bottling things up is bad for you...ever seen a failed propane gas cylinder ready to explode...
you'll get the same reaction if you keep things bottled up for too long...'BOOM!'
so lesson learned: don't bottle up your feelings at all...
okay lets not get all too mushy bout love,emotions and stuff...
you know chance unlocks a door..doors that open up a person's heart...
chance is like a key..but keys sometime unlock the wrong door or it doesn't match any door at all.
but at least you tried..but you need the key in your hand 1st,in this case the key is a chance..
give a chance..let someone try opening the door to your heart...
so i would really like to ask a big question: Do I Stand A Chance? (Yes/No/Maybe)??
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-26T22:35:00.001+08:00

it's been like a while since i updated...
had nothing to update bout coz my mind is always in a daze as each day passes...
but still i will always have a something to update..right?
the weekends has been rather fun but had a bit of mix feelings about it...

firstly..yesterday was the POG raya outing...
too bad for those who were working or had things to see..hope next might be better...
so yes..the peepz visited my house at last..so stop scolding me for not asking u guys over..
the outing went well...we manage to cover like 6 houses..1 in which i didn't go..
because of the 10km Run Event in the next morning...
so those who were present,Lyn,Is,Ayn,Ajit,Hassaan,Hafiz,Syak,Effy(and me oso)..
those whu were MIA..harap maklum je ah...haha
so the outing was great seriously..i enjoyed every minute if it...
but still i had those mix feelings in my stomach and mind..i don't know why..
well we took a hell amount of photos which will be kindly uploaded by the respective individuals..
wait for the photos..i'll bet they can tell more than how much i can type here...

then this morning..woke up and got to City Hall Mrt..
like at bout 6 plus AM with my bro Aly..dad was supposed to sent me,lin and aly...
but hell being my dad,he sleeps the night through hence couldn't wake up to sent me to the Padang..
forgive me Lyn for making u take the public transport early in the morning....
then so we were late..then like 'starkarats' we slip thru and reported ourselves...
so the event went on..we did our jobs..then Lyn left..
then me,aly,Zul,Farhan..the monkeyness inn us lead us to marina bay...
ate at BK...crap our way around Marina Square....Zul bought a Quicksilver bag...
then met the whole family at Raffles City..
then with much encouragement..i bought a Topman polo shirt...
blue with thin black stripes..haha..
but on top of this i'm really grateful for everything i have in this world...
including the stuff that has yet to land into my life...

but i don't want to speak these words..
until the time is ripe...
because i don't want to make things any worse...
a wrong move means regret for a whole life...
and i don't want to spend my life wandering what would have happen,
if i didn't throw that chance a away..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Here's A Secret: I'm Still Gonna Chase And Wait For You.. : D

2008-10-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

okie..its been like a while since i updated..
been busy all this while, school and stuff...stuff like mood swings and such..
firstly i would like to say sorry who were hit by my massive mood swing this past week..
i serious want to apologies..coz i think should have taken it upon u poeple..
school's been tiring...took 2 weeks off frm werk because of the hari raya outing stuff....

okie..so i just came back from car-shopping..
yes car shopping..my dad has been shopping for a new car to replace my dear Toyota van...
i think he's bored with vans and want something extra...
so after alot of discussion within the family..countless scouting of car dealers...
i think my dad has fallen in love with this baby...

Hyundai i30...maybe he wants it maybe he doesn't...
actuallu i don't really care that much...
coz when i enter a vehicle..i just like then sleep...haha

but so much for cars...POG raya outing is like one week away..very excited...
had soccer with Zid, Amer and the marsling boys in the morning jus now...
and gosh how the reacted towards my dyed hair...
only one word....MAT!!!!..u guys are so streotype-able..
haha..gtg..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-10T21:08:00.001+08:00

Okie dokie...I'm back....i'm a bit tired and lazy about the whole raya thing...
going to houses and stuff but it makes me get all tired so easily...
but things have been quite ok.ok i must say..
first school has been rather good...the class is starting to get together...
joking bout stuff and insulting each others intelligence...
but on top of that class has been quite tiring...
i mean the problems like drain all my energy...
until i have barely enough to make it out of the campus walking....

but also..thanks to my bro Ameer 'Shan' Hassaan'..
i have a job now..so i won't be the daddy's boy Aizat anymore..
for those who want to know..
i'm working side by side with Zid n San at Takashimaya S.C..
and relating to the pic above...I'm A Sales Promoter For Bonia Lady Shoes...
xoxoxoxoxox...
haha..so don't get shocked when visit the lady shoes department..
and u see me promoting the Bonia brand...hahaha
the job quite okay..but tiring...working for my is sweet...
like every energy i lose from standing is converted into money...
which is my salary...my first job..now working is not an alien thing to me anymore...haha

thats it..can't wait for the POG raya outing...
c ya around when i come around...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Listen to my blog song..
If its your birthday today...
its a malay song..so if you don't understand..get someone to translate it...

to make this songs specially for you..
change the name Suziela to your name in the lyrics...
change the day and date to your name in the lyrics....
poof...its a birthday song just for you...haha

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-10-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

sacrifices always lead to good stuff..
and thats what people say...
but sometimes that may not be the case...
agree?

Hari Raya-ing is fun..hahha
-M.R.A.I.Z.A>T

2008-10-01T10:04:00.000+08:00

woohooo...its here!!! its here!!!..its finally here...
haha..now then can eat like crazy...
haha...just came back from my Aidifitri prayers..met uncle at the mosque..haha
Now for the Le Resistance'

Saya Ingin Mengucap Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...
Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin...
Kalau Tersilap Dalam Segi Perbualan Atau Perbuatan Atau Post2 di blog ini...
Tolong Maafkan Ye...
Again..Happie Aidilfitri...haha

This Has To Be My Last Hari Raya As A Teenager...
Its means that lesser $$$$....hahahhahaha..
okie..gotta go..time to much on em goodies and bank in em money..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo...spring cleaning is done..haha
it's like the whole house is cleaned...but it's tiring..
haha..now i regret having a fairly big house...
lots of corners to check and lots and lots of dust to clear...
haha..imagine how much of dust i collected from cleaning only my spare room...
which is also my computer room cum prayers room..haha
but damn! cleaning my own room is like hell..
with dust all over and trash from all those hour long sessions playing the PS2....
i was like WTH...trash and stuff..
but with the help of technology...the vacuum cleaner clearly aided my much..
but then i had to clean the windows and the doors, all of them...

but all that and some help from both bro and mum...the house is safely 85% clean..haha
but the best part is when a gust of wind like breezes past...the feeling was really great..
cool..damp..relaxing..the breeze like pushes all my troubles away...
the wind..its really a wonder of sorts...some use it to define love...
others to help find directions and some even use it to get away from rhinos..if u know wht mean..

4 more days to HARI RAYA...and all hell will break lose..
i promised myself to munch down every single morsel of food i see...
i'll make sure i gain weight so that the creatine i'm buying can do its job of toning my body back...
back to perfection that is...all my biceps and that muscle mass i've loss....
i must have my body back before the POG raya outing...
so like my baju kurung looks like tight on me..haha(jgn jealous ok?)
okie..i'm off to play warcraft..haha
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-26T21:20:00.001+08:00

That should be what i am bloody hell feeling now...
i want to scream..hit the punching bag and kick it till the sand starts pouring out....
how much of my patience left in myself has just been used up...
because of who...well thats where u find out...

u tell me he scolded u for making me call him on the phone....
u wanted to punch me..but too bad..u didn't even dare to give me the blow...
and for your info..i didn't even move when u were charging at me....
so then when he comes home..instead of being angry at hime for scolding u...
u welcome him and change ur tone of voice....
how nice of you..wearing two mask at the same time..

i am really pissed and overly rage now..not even a anyone can cool me down....
having siblings is just a pain.. and i mean it...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-24T20:36:00.001+08:00

6 more days of fasting...then i'll have to say goodbye to Ramadhan...
we'll its a good thing-bad thing situation...
bad thing-what if i don't get to meet Ramadhan next year?...
good thing-no more trying to hold my hunger, i got a job offer thanx to Hassaan,
dad's getting a new car, life would more special to me and there's more happy stuff to come.....
but looking all these good things to come...
these are all material stuff...tangible. move-able, erase-able...
something tangible can be gone in a few seconds...can be taken away at a blink of an eye...

something intangible like Love , Happines....it comes only at a point of time...
but looking at things, sometimes people wished it never came...
but when it comes..its us who are the masters of our fate...
and i am going to take control of the factors...
emotions are things that are hard to control...but i try my best...
to keep to my silent, monotonous, no expression but sometimes joking self...
so that people around me don't get to sense the difference in me...
the lackness in me..i'm still a rookie at stuff..i'm useless...
so i think its safe to say...Even At 19, i feel i lack on lots of stuff....

Cinta Itu Bagaikan Mengali Untuk Emas..
Jika Menemui Emas, Puas Lah Hati...
Jika Tidak..Tanah Lumpuh Dan Kotoran Akan Menambah Kepada Kesakitan Hatimu...

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-22T10:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah..One more week and i can do what i do best in daylight...
haha...eating and of course not smoking...haha..
the countdown begins...
btw..i coloured my hair...its now chestnut brown...haha..bluek...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a long time since i updated...
sorry to the visitors who accumulate my hit counter..haha
okay..here i am..jus after breaking fast..
for the 1st time the whole family break-ed fast together...
coz like normally my dad won't be at home coz he comes home late..at around 8-9pm gitu...
so ibu cooked up sambal sotong..veggie dish..roti john and spaghetti...
i had rice with sambal sotong and veggie while the others had the other dishes...
wooho..its been a while since i ate and the aftermath of it wasn't bad...
for the pass three days..my stomach has been making problem..
every since i had flu and asthma attack on Saturday....
now my hungry bone has return..muhahaha..

went iftar-ing with the POG dudes yesterday at Geylang Serai..
met up with the guys..chat and joked alot as i do miss them alot...haha
then we went jalan-jalan at the bazaar..as my girlfriends went along looking at kebayas..
me and my brothers 'cuci mata'..or rather looking out for chicks..there were alot man...
with families,with freinds and with pest(boyfriends i mean)..haha
sorry dudes i went home early..with heavy breathing,stomach pain and sleepy eyes...
the only cure is to take my pills and head for the bed....
can't wait for raya..with the family..and also with my beloved POG...haha

oh ya..i just listent the whole album: Metallica's Death Magnetic...
and my rating 4/5...superd man..4 out of 5 stars
it reminds of the Kill Em All, Master Of Puppets album...
there are back and back fo good...good comeback...
for metal lovers get this album..its worthwhile..i can vouch for Metallica...
buy the album,don't be like me..download from some website...haha

alrite..tht should it..i'm going to relax myself...till then...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yup..thats my gift: I can make people smile...tsk.tsk.. : )

Well if you guyz are reading this post..so it means it's well past midnite...
Well.the journey to being 19 was fun..i feell great and old at the same time...
so its like more things to think about,more hearts to care about...
its just what being at the brink of teenager-hood is all about...
yup,this would be the last year in my TEEN-age life....
so to other people celebrating their 19th birthday today with me...
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!coz u only be 19 once...haha
happie fasting..POG misses to you...W47R misses too...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

okay..sorry for the confusion in previous post..
the post was actually a something i was thinking of at that point of time...
and i decided to post bout it...so i was a bit emo-ish...but its just my thoughts...
for those who thought i was like in some dilemma..
i'm fine only that i worry too much for a person of my age..sorry for the confusion..
but thanks for the concern..appreciate it peepz...

and now...for the guy who makes a real big deal/fuss for being 2 days older than me...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY .IS. AKA APEK!!
btw the dude in shades is the birthday dude...the one in singlet is me...haha
Semoga tuhan panjangkan umor kau yang pada aku dah cukop panjang..haha..lol
and may you have all the good stuff and never the bad ones...
also in conjunction..i would like to wish Eric(the chinese dude in the middle)...
good luck serving NS dude...don't die during training..u still owe me alot for the insults...haha.
hope u'll become a real 'Johnny' Rico one day..remember post ur botak head pic..ok?on's kepe.

btw my b'day is like 2 days away..tsk..tsk..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-10T20:09:00.002+08:00

i realised something...
i never lived my life....
i just existed with everything around me...
as if i was lifeless,maybe this what i reap from what sowed in the past....

maybe i'll try not remember you...
while you try not to remember me..

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

woohoo...just came back from a kick ass outing with my family...
the whole family tucked in my dad's van went to Vivocity to do some shopping...
haha...shopping raye katekan...so we literally 'attacked' vivo...
with money supplied courtesy of my dad...the whole family roamed around the mall...
i didn't know what to buy actually...but i manage to get myself a new polo shirt and jeans frm I.P...
my bro didn't know what to buy and the things he wanted to buy are either too expensive or small...
if you what i mean when i say his waistline is almost twice of mine...
so we window shopped and still thinking about what to buy..my mum and dad decided on something...

actually my mum entered Diva to look at some accessories....
but then my dad pulled her to Mintmark & Co...
and you what they sell...Silver Jewelry...good standard ones that is...
so came the killer part of the outing....
when my mum decided to buy a whole complete set of silver jewelry..
to replace the old fashion gold ones she has...
so then started the torment...both mum and dad went around the boutique..
while me and bro were like outside waiting....its was like slow death to me..standing,staring....
so after what it felt like an hour..my parents reappeared outside the Mintmark boutique...
with my mum fiddling around with her new set of silver stuff...
and to my disbelieve my dad bought a silver ring....
hell..they were like getting ready to battle some vampire..if you know what i mean...

so we break fast at KTM railway station..had the normal seafood stuff....
and here i am typing away as i can't sleep coz i drank NEscafe..damn...
hem..thats it..school's in tmr and i haven't got my beauty sleep...
till next time...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-05T20:51:00.005+08:00

still remember your 1st childhood sweetheart?..well i do still....

alrite people..here i am skipping my terawih prayers becoz im kinda tired...
and having a full stomach after gorging myself with food.....rice with all sorts of lauk pauk...
sungguh the fulling....okay i'm going to talk about my new class...
okay they are quite okay..my new classmates seem to be opening up every minute now and then..
i hope they are bunch of dudes who are good enuf to be called friends...huhu...
but i miss my w47r mates...but hell,you can't bring the past in and relive it rite?...
so ill jus have to move on with my life in RP....
okay..today i was grouped with bunch of great people to work with...
Malik(a sri lankan guy),Joycelyn and Jeannnie...they were quite hardworking...
i was too..maybe because of the easy problem...
hehe....i hope the class environment won't be sucky in the near future...i hope...

okay enough bout school...fasting has been a breeze..no hick-cups at all...
smooth sailing only that i do get the occasionally stomach cramps...
tapi tu sume normal pe..kan 'Shan' aka Amer Hassaan....
its been 5 days...a good 5 days....able to control my hunger and thirst was fun....
especially when its me..im not known to fast very well..hehe...
okay life has been quite okay for me...provided things don get corked up...
i look around and smile coz its quite fun when your mind is like in a whirl...
you get all the different feelings at one go...but smiling is just me on the outside....

but inside..i do feel i'm missing something or someone...that is important to me rather....
hem..staring at beautiful chicks may be fun..but still i stare coz they're hot...
nothing else...but those hot chicks don fill up the missing factor in me...
they jus make me go high..then when its all over=back to square one....
i don nid someone thats as hot as Fiona Xie to make me go all romantic...
i jus nid someone to make me feel whole again and be the happiest guy on earth....

I Don't Ask For The Ocean....
All I Ask For Is A Little Droplet From Your Tears To Make Me Say...
'I Love You'..and that's all i could ever want to say.....

well thats life..im off to do some video watching...till then dudes..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-09-03T20:58:00.003+08:00

1st day of school was kinda okay..
i was like so nervouse bout it huh...
but at least i knew i had someone i knew as a classmate...
Angie..my classmate from ITE...didn't expect her to be in my Sem 2 class....
i did manage to talk to my team mates but to an extend huh...
i was like super bored and i miss my w47r peeps...
and fasting some more...i wish that time would like pass real fast....
so that i could get myself out of the class and back to reality...

but maybe tmr i'll try to test these new classmates of mine...
i will try to unleash my crazy self tmr..i'll try ah...see how they react
the class looks quite decent and has potential...i hope they aren't a bunch of fools...
i had a team mate who has a sun burnt face...pity him sak...
but for the better part..i have chicks in my class...chinese ones that is...hot..hot stuff...
but hell i'm fasting...these stuff have to wait....
well time will tell...
thats it i'm off to amuse myself again....
im gonna be 19 soon...haha
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-31T22:39:00.003+08:00

my weekends were jus so my mighty fun...
haha..lets start wif yesterday...
went out wif my P.O.G mates...went to Changi Airport to try out Popeyes's...
the food was quite good provided you have an empty stomach(like Hafiz's)...
like the serving is alot more than you get in KFC or such...
but it was nice overall..i'm not saying KFC sux or watsoever...
but its a good eye opening exprience for my tastebutts...
so after which we went to the viewing mall...
talk crap and stuff while the others were playing monopoly(which i don favor much)...
i kept myself amused by disturbing Eric and Ajit..while relaxing my mind....
the whole was very fun coz its like been a while since the P.O.G actually gathered....
Only Ayu,Ayn,Ilah were M.I.A(missing in action)..i wonder how u girls are doing...haha
so after airport..the peepz went to baybeats while i went to clementi...
and gorge myself again..this time courtesy of my dad....at West Coast...
another outing maybe...but thanx to Ajit n Syak's planning plus me whu coordinated the timings...
this outing happened...so lets make it happen again,aite??

okay...today was damn tiring but fun...
meet up wif my peepz(Wei Liang,JJ,Joel,Qiqi,Norlyn,Izzul) and my bro Aly...
Lyn was supposed to come but she had diarrhea...haha..get well soon :D
had Nikerun volunteering job to do...me n izzul did some xtra thing at the end point...
then headed back to help the peepz wif the drinks station...tiring dude...
met Fiqah n Nic...Mark N Kenneth...i wonder why u just had that type of timing...haha
joking...joking...
then we watched the concert..where Ipod Nanos were thrown around for free...serious...
had watched some great performance by various dudes...
but only 2 caught my eye...one was the Great Spy Experiment...
dude they were good...a blend of alternative and grunge and you get wonderful music...
then the thing that made my stay till late...a performance by Boys Like Girls...
its not always you get to see them in person and live..haha
they were good man...good showmanship and stuff...
those who weren't there..you guyz missed that best part...
the whole padang was very alive...its was a good atmosphere....
okay but overall nw..im dead tired...

okay before i end...Saya Ingin Mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan...
Semoga Allah Mencucuri Rahmat atas Roh Mu...eh salah...Ibadah Puasa Mu.haha...
to my muslim bros and sista's out there..have a fruitful ramadhan and insyallh Syawal will be good...
time to atone for my sins...the big sins.small sins.unseen n unheard sins...
it's for Mr Aizat to be good boy rite?
thats it im off or i won be able to wake up for sahur...
haha...have good nite people...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Take a look at that...those two above are my second 'wives'...
my acoustic and electric guitar....they have liven up to their reputation...
able to keep me company thru my boring days...entertaining me as i stoke thier gentle strings..
haha...its fun though guitars..when ur primary instrument(as 4 me would be the drums) is not available...ur secondary instrument(guitars) come in handy....
well today, i did some normal chord progression and picking....warm up my fingers...
then i plug in my metal distortion gadget and reviewed on some songs that were worth learning...
so after i mastered Nymphetamine(rhythm guitar)..
i decided on trying Nightwish's 'I wish i had an angel'..4 those whu find this song alien..
heres a sample...
Wish I had an angel - Nightwish - ^v^ AHHA ^v^

basically i took me around a few hours to master the riffs...
longer than what i would take to master songs frm Ungu..or other bands...
maybe it was the riffs...but hell i did manage to play the song...up to a decent level...haha
well 4 those wanting to play guitar...learn and take up the challenge...
once u master it..it will be damn fun..trust me...
it took me a year to learn chords..then to scaling....haha...
with great friends(POG dudes) as teachers...learning was slick...haha

okay..i got 2.9 for my 1st sem RP gpa...good huh...
and my new class W35L...i wonder how the environment will be...
huhu...w47r i miss you guyz..anithink jus text me or msn me k...
im always a click away...haha
POG..i miss you guys...i hope the outing this Saturday will go smoothly...
till then..So... Long... And... Good... Night...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E

The good and bad about it, (actually I have nothing to do so I thought of this..hahahaha)I have been like thinking bout what are the good and bad things about love..Like everything else it has it’s good and bad..and in the love context it can be found the alphabets in the word itself..Don’t believe..wait and see…

Please Enjoy..

L : Living life to the fullest, because you’re in love so much that you make everyday like it was the last day of your life, its good because like you really don‘t think of bad stuff and concentrate on what could you do to make that special person smile and be happie always…improvements in relationship skills that is..

Lust, people commonly regard their lust as if it was love, coz my friends there is a big difference in the two, it can come if many forms, lust for sexual stuff, lust because it’s a trend to have a partner…so people do you think you are with someone for the right reasons?..well think again..

O: Outstanding change in behavior and attitude, love is like voodoo..the very tingling feeling of it can make a person change..for the sake of the one they love that is…from being a lazy bum to becoming a very hardworking person just to impress that special person..huh..in the long run we gain in both the personality aspect and the relationship aspect(that Is if you manage to impress her/him)..

Over-reacting can be one of it’s bad O’s, whether you’re attached or not, it’s common for people to over -react like when another person gets too close with their special ‘one’ or something, then they will start to get all paranoid and guard themselves up for like WWIII against that potential intruder of their love life..its a flaw coz like when we over-react, people can see thru us and amongst those people can be the one you’re in love with… it won’t portray a good image coz it may sent out a message that you’re too overprotective of people you love..Meaning no freedom for their social life..

V: Visionary..when cupid’s arrow hits your ass cheek(and eventually you fall in love), people tend to like think of the future and imagine or anticipate of what would happen if you were to start wooing the one you love and the results, maybe engage in a happie relationship, starting a family and stuff..having a vision is good coz its like having something to work on..to build on..to keep you pursuing that goal and vision plus maintaining that love and care for that someone in the long run..(but some visions may be over-rated/unachievable, so work on those you can achieve)..

Vulnerable , having fallen in love can mean one thing, you’re mental and emotional aspect of life can be vulnerable, even minor evens like a common quarrels, misunderstandings can cause us to be paranoid of our other half, like eg .whether he/she is cheating on you..and it starts to mess our brain up with all sorts of bad assumptions then those assumptions can lead to emotional part of things like depression, feeling all glum and useless..thats how vulnerable we can get..

E: Everlasting romance, its good that some people can actually maintain romance in a relationship on tops of the busy daily life an individual has….everlasting, it’s a hard word to fulfill coz like many factors come in to challenge our beliefs and values on love and relationships…that’s when the meaning of true love is challenged..

Endings, endings to a relationship may not be so peaceful and calm..some may go on a full scale war on their other half…in the end hurting both parties in the end..both emotionally and mentally..its not always you see a couple separating on good terms most of it are bad…

So..to finish that off..everything up here are my opinions/views and nothing else…so please..do tag for any burning questions or comments…that’s it I’m off to find something else amusing to do…hahah..

Ps: POG…a lot of misses….W47R…don worry..i miss you guys too…haha

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

Hem..holidays are here..

bored and basically angry at myself...

1st,i shud have got a job rite b4 the hols...

2nd,i shud had gotten ready the stuff that would amuse me throughout the three week....

hem..now i'm basically waiting for people to call me to come down for interview...

when will i get my first job??...am i cursed to not work??

or god is just playing games on me?which i think he isn't...

haha...so please anyone..if you have any part time job 'lobangs'...

please tell me..so i can get my ass out of the house and off to work....

and earn myself and income...

hem..bored..i'm going to find something to do...

choa...

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

Having someone to call the one..is she/he the right one???...
people always say that 'i feel that she is the one'...but is she the correct one??
will she/he stay put when you're terminally sick...shelter you from the blistering rain...
love you in life and death.....
all these stuff are uncertain..as the sands of time pass...
unexpected factors come in and shape our future...
lust,greed,emotions...all these can either make or break ourselves...
or worse break someone's else heart..but like what Axle Rose said in 'November Rain'.
:"Nothing Last Forever,Even The Cold November Rain"
love was never forever,even death will steal it from us...

So no one can really say that very person is 'the one'...
because we ourselves can't explain what we meant as 'the one'..
does it mean she's going to love you always or will she/he make you whole...
for me,i may have that answer to it..but i want to know credibility of it...
but there are unforeseen things out there..ready to take you out...
for now,those in love..
Love That Person Like It Was Your Last Day On Earth...
Coz You'll Never Know When You Will Be Able To So Again...

hem..life seem so endless..one day you're happie..the next you're sad...
you smile and laugh but next you frown and cry...

just know when these things happen...
and bad things happen...
even if the whole world turned it's back on you...
i'll always be standing by your side..
supporting you with how much i have left inside of me...
always..coz i'm sincerenalways...hehe
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-10T19:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Well Singapore Celebrated Its 43th Birthday Yesterday...
And i Still Can' Figure Why My Dad Is Older Than This Country....
So yesterday i brought my mum to the padang since she wanted to watch the fireworks..so i ditch the 'go out with friends' thang went out with my mum...
so the padang was packed...with mats and their very eye 'candish' girls...
i tried to not drool...so to maintain my composure as a 19 year old..
but it was fun...except for the rain...
so i took refuge in my dad's van...then the whole family went to marina south....
we parked ourselves at a very good position...
so i managed to watch the Black Knights aerial performance...
and also the whole fireworks display..so i was able to film it..take a look..

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so after those events above(it would be a more meaningful fireworks display with i had 'someone' to watch it with.psst)...the whole family decided to head to Bedok Corner for supper...tsk..tsk...guess what i had...Oysters...yum
also did i mention i bought a really good for value shirt from Penisular...

nice huh..$20 bucks je...
thats it..im off to entertain myself...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-09T12:43:00.000+08:00

Metal: It has been and always been my No.1 genre of all time. Well it wasn't really metal all the way in the past...I grew listening to various genres and styles of music...
pop,rock,malay rock and some other genres but i never really touched on metal..
well in secondary school,i continued on with the same types of genres and raggeaton...
the 'in' genre at that point of time...but i 2004..i did buy my first metal record..
guess please..

Yup..i bought Metallica's St Anger...but it was a bit off and now i realised it was considered the worse of metallica could have cooked up...
so when i entered ITE, that spark the new era of my metal identity..
well being thrown with A7x at 1st by my fren,Eric..
i started to explore around the realm of metal...
with Ensiferum and Finntroll introduced by Mr Zid...i started to compare the sound quality and music quality of A7x and of the other true metal bands...
so with much conviction and research i decided to screw A7x up and took up Morbid Angel.Slayer..Judas Priest..
Let me tell you..these guys are way more brutal and their songs are much more 'metal' melodious than the ever changing posers..and also they are more metal...
and stay true to the elements that bound the metal genre...
then i took it the extreme and started listening to black metal...
Cradle Of Filth was just starters....then probe more and discovered more satanic ones...
Dimmu Borgir, Dark Funeral, Satyricon and lots more...

Poeple like to ask me...Why listen to satanic and very heavy stuff?...
well i just say that the 'heavy' and 'satanic' make me feel whole again....
like a missing puzzle piece...like how hip hop dudes dance to rap/rnb..
thats how much my affection and love is towards metal...
well..being a muslim...the satanic elements are a no no to be probed into...
but i continue to find out new bands and heavier metal to rock up my life...
i do still listen to pop and stuff..just to make myself updated with the world's music...
i even have sugarbabe's push the button in my mp3 playlist...

so sum it up..i'm just musician and true metalist...and relax..i'm still a human being...
not servant to satan..i just like the guy's image..horns and fire stuff...
haha...
till then.. i'm off to the padang...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-08-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

Keke...dumb and fun pic we took..
me and zul decided to be a bit out of the box..
haha..
im at the RP library...not in class
as the saying goes.."Go School,But Never Enter Class"

2008-08-01T14:44:00.001+08:00

Okay people..to be more exact my dear POG...

Are we having the BBQ??

Plz tell me the planning is on the way already??

Okay..just in case no one has started planning,plz tell me your preferred date/day that you would like the BBQ to happen??

Plz reply to my tagboard or the just straight to me..OKAY??

Can,Can?..Here I Am In Xbox room in my school..chilling..weehooo..

misses to POG : )

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

You Know What!!...
Today I Just Found Out That I Am Actually Bugis Descent(which is another group of javanese)...My Mom(Who Is Also Bugis Descent) Told Me After She Read An Article In The Berita Harian ..

And Whining About How Proud She And My Maternal Grandma Are To Be Bugis Descendants...
To Think About It,I Am Too..Coz I'm Like Infused With Royal Sulawesi Blood In My Veins..
How Bout This?? >> Prince Aizat

I'm Off To Bed..

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-24T16:45:00.004+08:00

I Dream Of You..Almost Everday.Both Day N Night..

What am i doing now? i just finished class and i feel very tired. maybe its the after feeling of having to think hard and present what you have at the end of the day. well the day started with me getting a stomach ache and in the end not waiting for lyn since she was late and i was having the 'going to shit' feeling. took the damn enterprise ut,quite ok2 lah..btw lyn,did u manage to take ut?? im hungry right now and hell,im waiting for my bro,Aly to end his ut..then off to lepak somewhere..

well something for my dudes and girls out there, other then the contender rp, i may be competing in another tournament. its rumoured that my school will be having an inter-martial arts compeition,meaning muay thai,silat,aikido,capoeira and some other fighting styles will be compeiting..

\something about the pic above..i sleep quite late now a days but i tend to dream despite of my exhaustion..i dream alot about things..people i want in my life forever,things that i wish that i could just embrace never let go...but the thing about dreams,it comes and goes..but sometimes i get the de' javu feeling..like i've seen a certain sight in my dreams and it suddenly comes to life in front of me....other than the material things that i already have in life..i want something..something that Shakespear said that the journey of attaining it will not be smooth...

its for me to know..and for u to find out..

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-19T21:03:00.001+08:00

okay,update on things.
first things first,my aunts has quite recovered,my couzin had someone to remove the 'thing' from her body.a relieve for me as that would mean that my aunt would not need to endure the pain anymore.haha..i thank god for this..

for the great supporters that have been behind me throughout my Contender journey...
i have received news that the compeition will start one month from this week...
so be prepared to visit my blog on my updates on fight dates.k
also give me ur blessings and support...its not always ur Mr Aizat fights in a ring..rite?

gosh..its been like a two going to three months since i entered poly...
but i still feel like it was like yesterday i entered the gates of ITE clementi...
the POG..the projects..the lecturer and dude i miss the books and notes...
time does fly fast..at one time you're 19,then in a blink of an eye you're getting married...
scary man but its life..To be honest,i miss the POG very much....
i miss the times we would do things together,all 13 of us...crazy stuff and fun stuff....
haha..i still remember how u guyz got the idea of me being unfriendly and 'matish'...
seriouly,i miss every one of you guyz..haha...

but lets not be emo...ok..the bbq planning is on the way...hope it will happen...
so that 'we' hypocrites will get together and have a good 'hypocrital' time..lol...
haha...anyways..misses to the POG..
less than 4 weeks of school and hols are in...woohoo....
u know i just found out something..when god has sealed ur fate and destiny...
not even humans or spiritual beings can change that fate of yours..its yours to experience..
cool rite..now time of relax..one week of school is tiring...
till then...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-14T11:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday had a family outing...but it wasn't a very happy happy type of outing...
coz the destination we were going was the Singapore General Hospital...
My family,my aunts and uncle plus my cousins...we hit it off in my dad's van....
off to SGH we went...the casualty..my eldest aunt or my Mak Long...
she had a heart attck and i didn't know..i thought she was on some treatment or something....
so once we reached SGH...my cousins who are my MakLong's childrens were at the lobby...
waiting for us....i didn't know what to expect....

but when i got up to her ward and bed rite...i got the whole big answer...
so being my eldest aunt...she is suppose to look more like my late grandma....
and hell yeah she looked more and more like my grandma...her behavior and all
and the worst thing...i think 'something' has just been passed down from my late grandma to her..

coz when my uncle wanted her to drink some air yassin she declined and became angry...
as time was getting close to maghrib..she became more agitated....
so my dad and uncle being the only higher ranked men in my family present...began questioning my aunt...my uncle asked her where she was and she simply answered in some mumbling language...
like it wasn't her,she didn't even recognized who was who...
when my aunt asked her to follow her saying the Shahadat..my MakLong repeated after her...
but when she was about to say the second line...she simply like started to mumble...
that was when i realised that there was 'something' in my Maklong...a 'thing' that is passed down..one generation to the other...

now i worry for her...her health...and if she really is 'going' i pray that God let her go in peace...
coz i can't bear to re-live what i witnessed throughout what my late grandma went thru...
i'm just so worried and sad..cousins were like stressed up..thinking of a cure...
hem...i hope God gives her the strength....coz i don't want to lose my MakLong yet...
i still want to eat her rendang on Hari Raya..kiss her hand and say 'Selamat Hari Raya' to her..
gosh...i'm so sad and clueless now...
-M.R.A.I.Z.AT

2008-07-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

today was fun...
i had soccer fun with my mates from both the POG and the marsling dudes...
but the downside was that from the POg side of the team,there was like only me.zid and ameer...
eric was lazy like always...fiz was not feeling well...while the other guyz had other plans...
but playing soccer was as fun and challenging like always...
we had a match with some ICA guyz...and they play freaking well...the accuracy,passing..
comprises of a very good team...haha...

but i felt that i was playing well enuf...hassaan felt that i was thinking too much...
maybe it was school..muay thai or sumthing else...
all i know is that its taking up most of the time i have awake....
hem...time and time again,this mind of mine has been called up to think....
like it hasn't been since i don't know when...
and the best part,i think my memory is failing...i tend to forget things even though if just happened..i am getting old and too worrying at sometimes....haha...but hell..lets just be happy and have fun..

but time will tell and the devil may cry
even Shakespear said that love was blind
patience is a virtue
and it is mine
ill be standing in line in the winter rain
even till the end of my time...

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-09T22:26:00.001+08:00

well i feel kinda tired today....
lagi,lagi i just like return from the cute and lovely Miss Diyana's house....
went over to her place after school for her AFD revision...haha...
tiring but okaylah....i get to help a beautiful girl clear her doubts on accounting...haha....
she was cuter and lovelier than ever(she is still my good friend only,nthing else)..haha..provided she didn't tell me that she ended school early....
so that could come over earlier and leave later..lol...

well we sat at the living room...
while she was finding out what she wanted me to explain in greater depth....
i started to realize that there was one at home except for me and her...
haha...how can she actually stay at home alone???....boring tau..haha
well i manage to clear her doubts of dishonoured cheque and many other stuff
hope she can use the knowledge i gave her and do well in her exams later...

cognitive module was okay today,provided that i actually understood the whole damn problem...
and further more suggested some strategies and examples...haha..
still got one more session wif her b4 her afd test..hem..how shud i go about it????
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Update On Muay Thai Training..?? Days Till Contender RP

Ok...yesterday i had training but it was like only 3 senior trainees,imagine 3 guys including me..

and a bunch of new trainees,which happen to be my juniors in Muay Thai language...

so did the normal 3 rounds around Admiralty Park alone as i came late....

then off for some pad work with fellow seniors Hazwan n Ashley...

i was technically bored yesterday...coz much of the training was dedicated to the new guys..

rather on the three of us..who were contenders...

then concentrated on technique and handwork...

did the normal routine of punching the damn pad following the number of which my coach shouts out.....then the fun part came...

PF,my coach gave me and the other two the chance to teach the new guys some moves and spot their mistakes...

woohoo...it was damn fun teaching those new dudes...i felt like a complete master....

giving and teaching....but the boring part is for the whole training....

I DIDN'T SPAR WITH ANYONE....

you how annoying it gets when don get to spar...huh....

maybe next week i'll get ot whip someone's ass...

school's okay...life fun...

okay then..im off to bed...taataa.

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

1st Things 1st...I Wish U..Miss Junie Tok,A Blissful Marriage And Everlasting Romance..
haha...Techinically Last Friday Was Her Last Day As My Faci..She Has Left The Teaching World...
OMG..I Am Going To Miss Her Lessons...(btw shes the one beside me..in white top)

Okay Back To Me...Weekends Was Fun man...provided i lots and lots of things i had to do...
1st...i got my pocket money...plus $20 from my dad as a gift...that sums up to $180..yippie..
but heres the downside...50 bucks will go to my Muay Thai fees....boo,boo...
but i still have a handful to spend...so who gives a shit..

Today was fun...started out in the morning,had breakfast with the my three peepz at Ayer Rajah Food Center..roti prata...thats gonna cost me a load of time in the gym...
then off to raffles to settle some prob wif my bro's sim card...then off to Penisular Plaza...
heres the thang..while on the way there...in dad's van...hidden...i was like amazed by group of chicks ...damn man...i wish they were mine...okok..

at the Penisular...me and bro decided to buy a gadget and sent our beloved stratocaster for string change...so off to Davies we went....then the hot hot chinese sales ASSistant caught me eye...i was like 'she looks more hotter than before'...but then the gadget caught me eye...so bro and me decided to buy the FAB Metal gadget and a Ernie Ball string change that cost us at around 40 bucks dude...now i can play some metal songs...haha...time to rock...

the whole family actually when to geylang bought some durians and sat at the shop itself....eating the damn fruit...it was fun dude...sucking and licking...makes me want to think that the Davies chick was that piece of durian meat...hah...oh how i wished...then as per normal...we had dinner at Bedok Corner....and yes...i didn't have oysters coz i'm scare of getting Hepititis A...had Ayam Penyet instead....
HAH...now i here typing...im tired....i wanna sleep...i hve Muay Thai tommorow...
goodbye guys....
ps:POG...effy suggested that the next outing would great if we visit the Zoo...how??give feedback guyz...ASAP...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-07-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

For The Past Few Weeks,My Mind Has Been Having Very Weird Things Going On...
I've Been Thinking Deep About Things,Like REALLY deep...
I Will Think Of The Things That Have Happened To Me..Around Me...
Then I Will Look Out Of The Window,With My MP3 On....
Think Of All The Possible Outcomes To Situations...
Thinking Of Things That Are Very Close To Me..
Both Heart And Mind..

'What If I Did That?','What If She','What Would Have Happened?'
These Questions And Many More Would Be Asking Each Other In This Brain Of Mine..
Is This Somehow Related To Fate Or Something...
Coz I Know These Thoughts Don't Come In Suddenly...
Without Any Reason...
Somethings Going To Happen To Me...
But I Don't Know Whether It's Good Or Bad..
I'll Leave To Fate To Reveal Itself...

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-26T12:12:00.001+08:00

A little update on my life...

School has been fun and muay thai has been very tiring...

But hell..for my fitness and urge to break someone into half,make him bleed and scream in pain,

being tired is all round worth it..That has to be the next be ultimate goal i have i life,hitting someone 'real hard'..my ultimate goal would be to be able to answer this question 'having a girl for a really close best friend and having a girlfriend,what i the difference?'..

Well..i hope i'll be able answer.

Well..i'll be busy training because i am joining The Contender RP...a direct copy of the Contender Asia that you see every Thursday,everything from the challenges to the ring fight. I will be among 10-20 fighters fighting for the Contender RP title and the prize of $500 and a set of muay thai gear...hd Contender light training yesterday..concerntrated more on techniques rather than power.courtesy of Jack, a pro MMA fighter..

hope when the time comes for me to enter the ring....i will have the blessings of my love ones and the strenght of a thousand men...

If i win..it's a vicotry for me...

If i lose,i can lift my head high,coz unlike you....I Lived..

Can't You Tell...

I Still . . . .

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

Strength Is Something You Can Cultivate...

Endurance Is Something You Can Acheive...

Will Is Something Perishable....

But Its Up To You To See To It...

Love Is A Gift...

Love Is A Curse...

You May Lose Love At One Time...

But It Doesn't Mean You'll Lose It Forever...

Just Look To The Front...

Coz The One You Overlook...

May Just Be The One For You...

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-18T09:13:00.000+08:00

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life

Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

Love hurts . . .
That's what they all say,
But I will love again
when all this pain and sorrow goes away.

So I sit and think of all the things
this situation has cost,
And I realize that nothing
very important has been lost.

Instead, a learning experience
has come from all this.
I've learned that hardly anything
is more important than my happiness.

Please.........

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

Woohoo....well you guessed it,above is my Muay Thai Fighting/Training Shorts.Redbull decided to sponsor me(can't blame em') : )
Well...i'm very happie with myself coz....
I Have My Body Back...
After like a two weeks of illness,my body slim became more skinnier
and i lost all my muscles which i gain from two months of gym and Muay Thai...
But with my best bro,Razaly to partner me on gym sessions,i have gained back my muscles
and want more(provided i don't get heavier)..shadow boxing at home has help me lotz..
now i can lift my fighting leg and kick into thin air...ahaha...
i'm going to train as hard and harder next week for Muay Thai...i going to condition myself back....and If God Wills It..
I Am Going Into The Ring 4 The 1st time...

Give Me Strength,
Give Me Power,
Give Me Speed,
Keep Me Away From Weaklings,
Return Me My Body And Victory Back,
Coz Yours I Will Take....

-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

Imagine Your Alone In Your Room....
Everyones Out And You're Alone...
You're Sweaty And All Turned On....
Sweat Drips Down Throughout Your Entire Body...
You're All Heated Up And Ready To Fire Off...
The Laptop's On And Your Favorite Website Is Displayed...
Your Hands Move To The Proper Movements...
You Did It Well And Feel Satisfaction Beyond The Heavens...

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING OF????

This whole post is about me being alone at home...
While at my favourite website Youtube,i decided to watch some muay thai videos to research and improve on my muay thai skills...
Watching was motivating enough for me to sweat it out and do some shadow boxing at home(in my room of course)trying out new moves...
also..i manage to add some muay boran(the muay thai Tony Jaa does) to my fight routines....
wow..the satisfaction was damn great..
a created a few of my own combos..
now to try it on the bag/pads...
better if on someone...
Anyone willing to be my punching bag?????...
PS:My Dear PoG..Are Going Out Or Not???..
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

I Think I Totally Lost It....
Sorry Heart For Making You Ache At Every Moment Of Life...
Sorry Eyes For Making You Swell And Produce Tears...
Sorry Life For Making You Miserable...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-06-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

As I Lay Rotting....
Haha...The Holidays Have Been Quite A Fun Period For Me...
I Get To Relax And Break Away From My Daily Norm Of Presenting...
This Is The Life..haha...
Okay Heres The Thing...I Have Recovered From My Illnesses, So I Can Like Go All Out On Shopping And Food...POG..Can We Go Out This Saturday????Plz.Plz.Plz...Can??
I'll Be Free This Saturday And I Have My $$$ Back...haha...Plz Tag My Board Or Sms Me...Can?
I Miss W47R...haha...Two Weeks And Counting...
POG Rox...
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-05-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

woohoo...my breaks here...haha...2 weeks to break away from doing presentations for like a month...poly life is much tiring and i feel that my brain is like going to explode each time i face a difficult topic...haha..alls that in the past...i wonder i can do with these two weeks?

I miss POG...can we like go have dinner one of these days?
Work Part Time?Xtra Cash?
Go Shopping(Aftr Nxt Thursday That Is)
Stay Home n Be Faithful To My PS2
Anythink Else U Think I Can Do During My 2 Weeks Break?Plz Tag..

YUp...Today...My Assholic Brother Turns 17...Semoga Semua Doa Kekal UntukMu Dan Lebih Kekal Kat Aku...Hope He Grow Up...Like In Attitude...Stop Acting As If The World Owes U Big Time...Hope He Changes Since He's Like A Year Ahead To Death...

Well That Shud Be It...Now I'm Going To Plan My Two Weeks...C ya..miss ya...POG rox.
-M.R.A.I.Z.A.T

2008-05-24T07:55:00.000+08:00

hey...okok...what a waste...was suppose to play soccer with my POG brothers today..but i'm down with asthma...after like more than 2 years, suddenly this crops up like now. when i want to play soccer..haha...luck is not always at ur side...haha...i had muay thai yesterday...per normal...fitness(which i didn't do coz i had extreme coughing yesterday)..then off to Admiralty Park beside my school to do some shadow boxing and fight techniques class. we trained side by side with the advance fighters and class was courtesy of Coach Kasem an Shawn.

Now i really want to recover from this asthma thing. damn..what a waste..could have met up withe the bros...

2008-05-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

Okay...Hello Everyone...Okok I'm back from my 4 days hoildays in KL..haha.it was a blast but in a way tiring. So i am going to really,really summarise the whole trip..
Day1:Friday Prayers at An Nur Mosque Then Super Long train ride to KL(about 10 hours..First Class BEb).Met Up with my teenage cousins...haha fun gile..tak tidor..

Day2:Bunked in at my Along's place. Went to MakCik's house. Met up with Pakcik, who celebrated his birthday on the same day(Happie Birthday, Semoga Doa Kekal UntukMu).Met up with my adult cousin,we had fun..mingle around with my Nieces and Nephew(i have around more than 15 anak saudares,btw i have around 4 blood malaysian adult cousins..they did well in producing the family's heir.see the results,haha)went to Central Market,Petaling Street,did some window shopping and actual shopping..went back to Along's place at around 11pm..

Day3:Went to Makcik's Place.Then Off to KlCC,KL Tower then some other place...btw i got my Muay Thai Shorts...ahha...kelas kan...

Day4:HOME SWEET HOME

With That Thank You For Being A Great Host:(Along & Auntie Nor=Fiha,Amy,Hir,Tini),Makcik,Pakcik,(Abng Bad & Kak Maya=Mia(cute kamu),(Kak Lin & Abng Sham=Mirul,Shasha,(Alamak..Uncle Zat forgot ur name???...),(Kak Noni & Abng Mi=Qayyum,Ezza,Wana),(Abng Mali & Kak Hasnah=The 7 or 8 nephews and nieces that made me an Uncle)

Ibu N Ayah

Ibu N Ayah N Babi

Me N Pig(In Train,First Class beb)

A peek of my train class

KL Sentral At Around 12 midnite

From Left(Nephew:Qayyum,Cousins:Tini,Fiha(Wanna Be My In Law?),Amy

KL Tower

Cousin 4 Life

Aku Hot Kan????

Bro,Me,Fiha

Hir,Bro,Fiha

Hir,Bro,Fiha,Amy

Bro,Me,Fiha

Amaciam????

Tini,My Youngest Cousin Throughout My Paternal Side

My Bro's Version Of Jungle Warfare,Petai Camouflage

KLCC(Is,there wasn't a Carl's Jr there dude,tell me the exact location next time..haha)

2008-05-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

Here are some pics of my bubbly classmates....
Above: Me And Amanda...who calls me Issac rather than Aizat..haha
Followed By:Farhan And Izzul During Lunch With Canadian Pizza Delivered Right To RP
Romantic Pose Between The Two Dengs....

2008-05-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

Okay people..i'm back, yup..i just came back from Muay Thai training, let me telll you it was hard and at the same time fun...haha....if your a 'kaki pukol' like me'...haha...
Today we started off with fitness(like always)..then we were tested and splited into our training groups,there were three groups of trainess.here it is:

First, Beginner Trainee :If you don't know nuts about Muay Thai,this training group will be suitable for you. You wil start all the way from the basic stance. There around 20+ dudes in this group.

Secondly,Standard Figther:These guyz are the ones with all the essential skills to make person cry and plead. The only problem is they are not ready to be thrown into the ring, hence they train to get ready to fight. Heres the thing...after doing the test(i had to do double punch and kick both left and right)...it was announced that me Muhammad Aizat Bin Abu Bakar was to train as a Standard Fighter..i will be training with my group that has less than 20 guyz in it....(kite macam elite tapi lum ready nak fight gitu ah)..the fact that i knew Muay Thai was a good thing..haha..

Lastly,Advanced Figther:These guys will be the first to be thrown into the ring and are the heaby weights of the whole RP-Hilltop Muay Thai School. If i train hard enough, i will be promoted to Advanced,hence the chance to fight.Haha..lets hope i happens.

I thank God for giving me the strength and mind to conquer this Muay Thai progression obstacle...haha....POG...ur missed....haha...U Guyz Rox...
-Mr Aizat/Ijad/B

2008-05-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

I'm bored..so while surfing i found out this video....haha....
for non-metal listeners..sorry..just stick to listening to my blog's songs...(at the top)
for my fellow metalheads enjoy...Its Morbid Angel..A US based Death/Trash Metal Band...
Enjoy Dudez...POG,i'm beginning to miss you guys again...POG Rox..
-Ijad

2008-05-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Friends, they are always there when you need them. Haha, just came back from the POG outing. Those who went, Is,Me,Syak,Syak's Mum,Lyn,Ayn,Ilah,Fana,Zid,Eric,Effy,Ayu,Ayu's Bf,Hassaan,Hasyim,Azam..haha....Fizzy got work..well happie working bro...hope to see ya before u enter CD Academy..haha....The day started out with me and lyn from Rp,then met up with the others.
After which we headed to Dover ITE via taxi....me,zid,syim were stuck with a cab driver who did not know where the place is...we had around 15 minutes wasted..haha...then the whole ceremony began...got our certs....after which we went to Zam Zam restaurant with a treat for Syak's mum....THANK YOu....haha....at last i can get rid of me missing the POG...at least for now....sooner or later i will miss them again...but till that day comes...lets say i am very contented with my friends,POG....haha....off to sleep...i'm tired...(Sorry No Pics..I Don't Really Camwhore Much...Wait For Is or the Others haha)
POG ROX
-Mr Aizat

2008-05-06T19:04:00.002+08:00

"NEVER GIVE UP"..I know its seem weird but its something i look to for motivation. Muay Thai was fun and challenging, the fitness is very tough, a few rounds around an estate area, push ups,frog jumps and many more. I am now having muscles aches as of the effect of sudden exercise. But i will never give up until i become a famous Muay Thai fighter, this Friday if God permits it, i will be one of the many who will be chosen to fight in a competition around June,September or December around there. Plz people give me your blessings and prayers, pray that i get chosen and get to fight in my first official match. "FingersCrossed"...haha...Tmr's A Big Day...the POG will reunited after a long time...haha...can't wait...mr B rindu korang sangat...haha ..c ya...
-Mr Aizat

2008-05-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

Yup,people i'm back...haha...plz don't mind the image above...

i'm not really going to Niagra...this was just a cool pix i found....kkk

okay...i was like IG hunting in RP(IG is like CCA gitu ah) wanted to join the band but i think they have better guyz than me...so sad...haha...

Anyways...i'm going to start training as a Muay Thai Fighter from next week onwards...my training will start on Tuesday...in which i will pay a sum of $55 bucks per month to my coach and the training will start....btw it's kinda like a IG/CCA..i train in RP's gym...haha....training's going to be tough but hell...for a fit body and deadly skills....what a little bit of hardship would do to me? haha...soon i may just be the next FlyWeight Class Champion..haha..

Now I Need Money:

To Pay My Muay Thai Training Fees
Lappie Installment
School Fees(Although Dah Subsidize)
School Pocket Money...

That should be it...My Dear's, if you have any part time job 'lobangs' plz..contact me...tag my tagboard or ring me...plz...Grad Day in less than 7 days...excited and tak sabar....i miss you my POG...haha...c ya all on the 7th...cheers...when i get pics of me in Muay Thai Mode...i'll post it...i promise..haha

-Mr Aizat

2008-05-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

Love?
How Would You Define It?...
Is It The Feeling That U Get From Being With The One U Love....
The Butterfly-In-The-Tummy Feeling...
That Feeling That You Wished She'll Always be By Your Side...
The Nervousness That We Get When Going To Meet That Special Him/Her.....
The Late Night Dreams Of You And Her.....
The Imagination Of A Bright Future....
You..Her...And Your Kids...
You Can Say I'm A Dreamer....
But I Beg Your Pardon Too....
Because Some Dreams Do Come True...
-Mr Aizat

2008-04-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

hello people i'm back...haha....school has been fun but tiring....
of course i get to see all the chicks out there....in RP...wow....the choices are neverending...macam bulan yang terang tak akan hilang...haha...i'm talking crap again....hah...just came back from school....not exactly lah...i went to Miss Diyana's place to coach her on AFD...but just for lyke 1/2 hour only lah...but i think i finished it at around 20 minutes like that...alah chapter 1 je...so taught a whole lesson to her....hope die paham...klau tak..i'm held responsible for her results...haha...i think she understood..alah i may be going to tutor again...still got BFD..then the other AFD chapters..haha...tmr school as normal....9am to 5pm..haha....gonna do it...its for my future....no diploma....No $$$$...no work...haha....Is got his NS posting...i wonder when mine would come....

POG!!!...i miss you guyz lotz...altough my RP friends may be fun...but the can't beat the hell out of The POg craziness....miss ya all....haha...graduation day is like less than a month...haha...

hope tmr will be okay...hope diyana will go to school for her benefit..hope my life's gonna go well...hope that i'll get girlfriend soon...hope that my pocket money will last me for 2 weeks...hai...alot of hoping..Hope Allah will help me...see.see hope again..haha...c ya all...
stay frosty...pog rox
-mr aizat